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   I'm being insecure again, and I'm overthinking things. I'm playing stupid scenarios in my head, preparing me for the worst. This feeling's been gone for quite awhile now, and it's slowly creeping it's way and infiltrating my thoughts, making me question ever step I take. I was so good, for a week or so. Shit like that never lasts for me. Shit like this though, always does. I blame the rain, it makes me think more than I already do. I think I'm going to pull out my shit-i-feel-like-dying-somebody-save-me kit - a bowl of coco puffs, lots of pillows, a sweater, my bed, Easy A, and Adele to sing me to sleep. Good night x