He has a lot of tests doesn't he, the big man? My whole life appears to be a string of tests, all prepped and ready to be taken. And for the last couple of tests, I've been failing. So what do I do? Do I keep going on, or do I lie there and give up? It's easy to say that you should keep going on, because you know that's what you're supposed to do, but there's this wall that's blocking my way. An obstacle of some sort, the biggest one I've seen, and for some reason, I can't seem to jump over this one. I see myself standing there, staring up this huge ass wall, thinking that there's no way in hell I can get to the other side. And like everything else, this too in itself is one of his many tests.