Suffocated.

 

   And I feel so suffocated, and I was doing just fine until today, in the bus, looking out through the window, seeing that other bus pass me by in the opposite direction, seeing the both of you, and it killed me. I feel dead inside. And I want to cry, I want to cry so bad to let everything out, but I can't, and that's what's so painful. That's what's suffocating me right now. I'm not a strong person. I wish I was.