
And there's something about the short period of time where you've finally cried so hard you can't cry any more and right before you fall asleep, where you feel tired. Both mentally and physically exhausted, and that's all you feel. You stop thinking about everything else and sometimes you forget the reason why you were crying so hard in the first place, and the only thing you're able to feel is exhausted. And that feeling, it's so amazing because it feels like a kind of relief after feeling so much pain.